Lord, I Am Ready

I am ready to let go of the bondage Satan has put around me. I am ready to live a life that is pleasing to Him. I am ready to (deep breath) tame my tongue.

Our preacher has been teaching on the topic of peace and harmony the last few weeks. In the sermon yesterday I was really really convicted about my critical thoughts. Then this morning while reading a post on a friend's blog I see that she will be doing a 14 day "kind word" sort of challenge. Hmmm that's two "coincidental and corresponding" reminders about my flaw. I know 28 years isn't a terribly long time, but it is enough time to realize that if something is laid in my path frequently and in a short time God is telling me to LISTEN UP!

I also spoke to my pastor's wife yesterday. I asked her to pray for me because of my targeted prayers. Satan sets his targets on us when we start setting our sites on God. My specific prayer for the next few weeks will be this

Lord allow me to show others (specifically my husband) your love through my words and actions. Proverbs 16:24 says that kind words are like honey, sweet to the soul and good for the body.

I realize that I am most critical of those who I love. I am also quite critical of myself. I need to speak kind words in a kind tone with love. Kyle will also be going through a men's Bible study on being a courageous man for 6 weeks at church. It is a study based on the new movie out, Courageous. It is based on the Biblical truths as illustrated in that movie (you know what I mean).  If you haven't seen the movie, I HIGHLY recommend it, but take tissues (even the macho men cry during this flick.

Changes are coming to the Bolling home. I don't know what God has planned, but he is stirring in both our hearts. I have to admit though, I am scared that I am not up for the challenges that may be ahead. I fiercely believe that Satan is constantly battling against those who love the Lord and share His news. When we are focused in, the devil works overtime.